BEING GOOD IS GOOD

I have taken a survey of my relationships for the past 8 years of my life, I have loved with all my heart, i have being a good girlfriend, i have cooked and cleaned after my exes, i have managed and stayed when there was no much money, i have being cheated on, i have been hit, i have had my heart broken so many times, i have been complacent, i have being abandoned when i needed my partner the most..i have felt love from amazing people, i have had anger issue, psychological breakdowns, i have been sick, cried at night, i have had my past kick at my heart, i have felt like a failure and so much negative emotions have thugged at my existence..But in all of this a princess came out of a shattered self, rebirth, reawakening occurred,..although i feel used and it feels so bad to see my exes getting married and doing well in life while i feel so lonely and stuck, but i have decided to accept this as my life journey and to not compete with anyone, i have decided to become the best version of me for God and my Husband, i don't know when He will come or who He is but while i patiently wait for God, i will work at being the Proverbs 31 woman. its my life and my destiny. I'm a very strong woman, with so much Hope and Faith in the God she serves.